in a few days it will be two months of being broken up and a month of no contact today, I thought he would’ve come back by now thought he would’ve said he was sorry he regretted everything and wanted to fix it wanted to move away with me after the summer but it hasn’t happened and I know I shouldn’t wait for it to happen but I thought maybe after the couple times he was in my small hometown and saw me it meant he missed me or wanted me back. I can’t figure out why he’s spending time there if he really wants nothing to do with me Ofc I’m going to be there Ofc I’m gonna want to go to my hometown bar occasionally but I don’t want to go if he’s there cuz I don’t want to seem desperate and I want to be better before I have to see him face to face
Last updated on:2026-05-28T00:38:12+05:30
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i used to think every ex comes back too, so every random view or accidental run in felt like some hidden sign 😭 sometimes shejust existing in the same spaces while we’re attaching hope to every little thing.
i was putting my healing on pause waiting for an apology that might never come, and that waiting kept me emotionally tied to him WAY longer than the relationship itself did.
you still wants to see him at that bar because you hope he’ll finally say something face to face, or would seeing him actually wreck your progress right now
the thing is that you don't need to think that what if you appear desperate because at the end of the day he is also not thinking just do what you want to treat him like a random guy ik that feels weird but he chose that. well wishes <3
People keep telling me he'll come back and eventually reach out to me. I'm not so sure I believe them...if he wanted to, he would have by now. In truth I think I always carry this little glimmer of hope inside me that we can have a conversation and comprehend things a bit better. But this is just wishful thinking on my part...the dumb assumption that he still cares about me and that our relationship wasn't as disposable as it seemed. It's a tricky situation and I pray that one day I don't have to hope anymore because I will have turned my attention elsewhere.
I've almost hit 2 months of the breakup and 2 months of no contact. I feel like the first month felt easy because in the back of my mind I thought, or hoped that he would come back and regret leaving me. This second month has been hard because I felt I let go of the idea and coming to terms with the "oh hes really not coming back". So i feel your pain. Much love and healing vibes