i know this is so weird bc it’s already been 35 days of NC. but i’m laying in bed rn just in absolutely shambles, i haven’t sobbed like this at all the whole breakup, and it’s been almost 2 months.
i just want to call him and tell him i need him right now and just feel his love and his care.
he broke up with me after 4 months so i know deep down it was just that he didn’t like me very much.
but how can i be so heartbroken and so genuinely apart over somebody who just chose to walk away after 4 months. why am i feeling it so heavily randomly. and when will this feeling go away
it’s not even missing him necessarily i think it’s like missing us, the way he made me feel and how i was so head over heels for this sweet boy. he never did anything wrong, he just said he felt checked out and couldn’t be with me.
idk how to get over this and i just want to know if any part of his heart misses me bc my heart feels so broken.
the worst part is that i don’t think he will ever know quite how sad i am and how much him leaving tore me apart.
Last updated on:2026-06-10T21:02:11+05:30
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do you think part of what's breaking you tonight is that this is the first time the reality of "he's really gone" has fully landed, even after all these weeks?
35 days is still so early when your heart is this attached.
i had a breakup that only lasted a few months too, and somehow it wrecked me more than relationships that lasted years. sometimes it isn't the length, it's how much hope you packed into those months
So sorry but he doesn't care how much him leaving tore you apart. You gotta get over him, don't allow yourself to be desperate keep a strong mind. Get out of the house. Do something different, don't lay in the bed in shambles, he doesn't get to do that to you.