I unblocked my ex today to talk about some logistics stuff. he asked why I was even being so nice about it, after we argued. we broke up a few weeks ago after he cheated on me and on Thursday he slept with someone else. Said he regrets it and it made him realise what I meant to him.
I just can't trust him anymore. I'm hurting so badly. He was even sending me cute GIFs earlier and made a joke. I don't want him back, but I do at the same time. I wish this didn't hurt so much, I feel like I'm drowning.
Last updated on:2026-06-15T10:20:11+05:30
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i was reminding myself that missing someone and trusting them are two completely different things, i had to keep repeating that to myself.
I'm really proud of you. Even after all the hurt and betrayal, you keep kindness in your heart. That speaks volumes to who you are as a person. He is going to have to live with the regret of hurting you for the rest of his life. Give yourself grace and the same kindness you give others. It will take time to heal, but once you are there, you get to walk with your head held high