Today is not so great, im really missing him and wanting to see him but I know I got to stay strong and deal with my feelings, I have had to start this process over so many damn times and I can't do it again. I know each time my wound gets ripped back open but deeper. I just feel like being alone, sometimes it's so much easier alone
Last updated on:2026-06-19T18:20:12+05:30
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went back a few times too, and every time i had to start healing all over again. that exhaustion from having the same wound reopened is REAL.
i'm glad you're being honest about how hard today is. when i had days like this, i stopped asking myself if i missed her and started asking if i wanted to relive the pain that came with her. that helped me stay put.
when you've restarted the process before, what usually pulled you back in? was it loneliness, hope, or something else?