It is one thing to miss him at night or when I'm alone but I think about him when I go out with friends, family and even when I drown myself in hobbies and watching the world cup. Everything seems to have some connection to him. I don't think I can even bring myself to seeing anyone else romantically. I stopped finding joy in talking to anyone since we split and I only reply to my friends when absolutely necessary. Sometimes I forget about everything while I'm out and then I think about telling him about what I'm doing and I remember he's not there. I try to remind myself that it is out of my control and that there are valid reasons as to why we are not together. Regardless of how different we were, I still miss my sweet boy.
Last updated on:2026-06-19T15:03:12+05:30
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i fought that for months.🥺
i'd see something funny or exciting and my first thought was still "i can't wait to tell him," then it would hit me all over again that he wasn't my person anymore. that part HURTS.
Exactly why I broke NC. I saw something funny and couldn't help but to tell him, after we had NC for more than 10 days. I was proud of that 10 days, and now I feel stupid. I know this time around I will be able to not make that contact!!!