i miss him. it's so hard being this lonely again. all i could think of was the moments we had together. the laughters and the bond we had. he was my best friend. i would tell him everything going on about my life. my family is dysfunctional so i have no one to run to, only him. but when i ended things with him, it's so so hard to adjust 😠i felt like i lost everything. i am a loser 😠i miss the comfort he gives me.
but, at the same time, at the back of my mind, i can still remember all the betrayal. the trauma, all the pain he left. now, i am not only broken, but i am full of insecurities. i am paranoid. trying to compare myself to other girls
Last updated on:2026-08-21T14:48:11+05:30
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the part that helped me was stopping myself from calling the loneliness proof that i made the wrong choice. i missed him because he was familiar and he was my best friend, but the betrayal and pain were real too.
when you think about him now, do you miss him as he really was, or mostly the safety and closeness you felt when things were good?
i know this kind of loneliness. i remember missing my ex like crazy because he was the person i told EVERYTHING to, even while knowing there were things that hurt me so deeply. you can miss the comfort and still know why you left