its been 27days im dreaming of her every night and checking her reposts and her stories every second even when im at work😶🌫️ (summer work bc im not an adult) im so weak mentally i cant delete videos with her and photos of her smiling that she send specifficly to me im always checking those photos and always dreaming of her she was all like me and perfext she was so tall so nice so caringg ,listened to the same music as me , had the same mentality and all that , but it hurts more that she moved on so quickly when i dont even do basic hygiene and all that and shes posting all the stories etc , and also im reposting of her all the time and she reposted about me maybe only 3 reposts she moved so easily and i miss her desperately😔 i wont find someone new i cant meet new people its hard for me , always first thought when i wake up is her bc shes alwawys in those dreams especially wyen i take melatonin , my first thought of the day is always her and the last thought of her is also her when im cuddling a teddy bear and imagining its her but then realisinyg its just a teddy bear then crying meanwhile cuddling this teddy bear (its embarassing for me kinda)
Last updated on:2026-08-27T01:03:05+05:30
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when you wake up thinking about her, what’s the very first thing you usually do, reach for your phone or stay in bed and replay the dreams?
replay the dream and blaming myself bc im the reason the relationship didnt work out😔
i know it feels impossible right now, but i had to stop giving myself tiny doses of my ex through reposts, stories and photos because every check would restart the whole cycle. i didn’t delete everything at once either, i just moved the photos somewhere i couldn’t casually open them and muted their account, and that gave my brain a little room.
thank you i will do the same
i used to open my ex’s stories without even realizing i was doing it, then feel sick seeing them look completely fine while i was falling apart. the teddy bear part isn’t embarrassing either, i cried into a pillow pretending it was my ex more times than i’d ever admit.
me too , i hope its getting better its very sad to hear that you can text me if you want to
awww ,that happens and u know what it's okay , it takes time will u get used to live ur own life and it happened to me too but now when I think generally,I believe it's my life and no one can mess it up except from myself so ,just let it go buddy
thats very kind if you want to talk about your ex text me im open♥️