i've been together with my ex almost 4 months we've known us for about half a year last saturday he broke up with me in person telling me he tried to love me but just couldnt he also told me im very important to him but he cant be together with someon he dosent love i started to cry into his arms heavy he let me hug him he started to cry a little what suprised me and confused me since he never cried and i could feel he had the urge just to kiss me but maybe i just imgained it idk but after that day i spammed him telling my ex i cant live anymore and that i love him really much he told me "no, we cant be together" or "you can do this" after i spammed him on whatsapp and snapchat he blocked me i was in dispair but he didnt blocked me in tiktok, he dosent text me anymore and i feel like he dosent care at all i started no contact at first because i wanted to get my ex back but then today i thought about it, maybe i need to move on and dont get my hopes. he was my first love (im not good at english so i gave my best to explain it)
Last updated on:2026-09-05T01:06:11+05:30
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especially that moment of crying together and wondering if he wanted to kiss you too. my first love ended with me holding onto every tiny sign that maybe they still wanted me, and i kept hurting myself with those little hopes.
honestly no contact became easier for me when i stopped using it as a way to get my ex back. i also told my ex i couldn't live without him
he said you were important to him but still couldn't be with you, do you think part of you is holding onto the way he cried because it makes you wonder if he secretly still loves you?