we've been broken up since July 2nd I know he broke up with me because he was scared I would be unalived when he came back from work he had worried so much because of my depression and i went and got the help I needed and now he's unsure about his own feelings and emotions and I'm getting better for myself and I really do want him back but I just blocked him on everything I feel like I'm begging and I don't want to let my emotions spill out because I have bpd and I feel betrayed and all alone and I'm literally so in love with him It hurts me so much and I don't think I will ever move on from this and if he's ready I'm willing to forgive him and take him back. I've known him for 7years, only met him twice in person the first year we met and been online friends so on and then he finally moved back and we decided to be together he was the one keeping contact with me and I was always scared of rejection so I never contacted first but he always did and we dated and now it's over and I'm so hurt it's like I wasted my time thinking he was the one and I've never been so in love before I feel like I need him but I know I gotta be strong and if loved me we would still be together not broken up đź’”
Last updated on:2026-09-20T18:01:12+05:30
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i blocked my ex once because every message felt like me begging for something they weren’t ready to give
i’ve been left at my lowest too, and that kind of abandonment can make the person you love feel like the only person who could make the pain go away.
Keep choosing yourself and give yourself time to heal. You don’t have to have everything figured out right now. One day at a time. ❤️
everything will be alright you are strong