we dated for 4 months nd i've never been so attached to a guy in my life. he loved me more thn anyth for the first three months. things were goin amazing. we saw each other every 2 or 3 weeks nd it was always magical. we kissed a million times but each time, it felt more unreal. he was my first bf but the best guy i've ever met. he assured me all the time tht he'd be by my side forever and im genuinely his future wife. i fell for it. after we hit three months, my family went through a rly rough patch which put my parents ina position where they had to fly me and my sisters out to the country my grandma lives in. im still w my grandma and we wont be goin back for another month or so. its been extremely hard and when i first got here, i ws in severe depression. i confided in my bf nd he comforted me alot. he ws one of the main reasons i was still somewhat in the right mind. four days into being ina diff country away from my brother nd parents, my bf broke up w me bcuz he ws scared. he came back the same night begging nd apologized for me to take him back. i did bcuz i loved him sm. this happened 2 more times nd i took him back each time. he did it again js 3 days ago and i decided there ws no way id take him back again. now each time we broke up, it ws for the same reason. i ws overthinking nd overwhelemd. i wnted sm reassurance frm my bf nd he didnt gimme tht. instead he got irritated and left. now im definitely not taking him back but its been extremely hard. he was honestly draining to be ina rls w but i obviously still loved him. now i stalk his reposts every day like a mad person and theres always smth abt me in there. abt how im victimizing. i'm not. ik im not. all i ws doin ws being a normal gf. any normal girl would overthink if their bf was leaving there "i love u" msgs on seen. he acted like i was paranoid and abnormal. ik he had issues and he goes through stuff at home but ive always made it soso clear tht he can come to me and ttm abt them but ig he js doesn't love me anymore so there ws no point trying anymore. anyways thts my story. this is my bra strap on his bag nd the necklace he gave me tht i never take off.
Last updated on:2026-09-20T16:31:02+05:30
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i’d stop checking his reposts for a while
yes ur right my friend told me to do the same lol
every breakup felt final, then they’d come back apologizing and i’d feel like maybe this time it would be different
yes that’s so real
I’m so so so sorry about this
but give it time, you will heal trust me you’ll bounce back
tysmmm this means a lot and yes hopefully i’ll bounce back