it's been more than 40 days I last talked to her.. I was the reason for breakup..but now everyday feels like empty . question as why i am living this life and my person is not with me.. she didn't block me . but her status are hidden.... I can see status of her relativeses . everytime I see her in status i feel chocked... feel Intense pain . she is moved on that's what I feel but i can't... still hoping that she will come back but I know she won't .. don't want to deleat her relatives contact details as I feel it's my last option to see her.. but now it's hurting more ..don't want to give up on her.. but i know it's too late to realise...
Last updated on:2025-08-13T21:15:12+05:30
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he’s using her relatives’ statuses like a window, even though it keeps making him feel worse.
coz that windows feels the last connection left with her..
the feeling of hoping she will come back is so hard to experience. but you have to keep something in mind. if there is a possibility she returns, you need to be a healed and better version of yourself and find calm. that will be the best for both of you if you get a second chance. you need to do this even if she moves on. try to improve yourself and give time for the future version of you. it could also be a great new beginning if she comes back. but we all need to accept that maybe it ended for a reason, and maybe the other person just doesn’t want to face that again. i understand you because i’m feeling the same right now. so if she thinks this is best for her, you need to prioritize her health physically and mentally. prioritizing her health also means prioritizing yours. it’s so hard to hear, and it was hard for me too, i know. i’m so sorry for what happened. it’s devastating to be the reason someone suffers. i hope this can help you. it’s hard but i know you can do it. we can all face this. sorry if this is too long. sorry. this will end soon. trust me.
i did that too, hanging on through people she knew. it only made the ache sharper every time.
i remember watching her posts disappear like i’d done something unforgivable. still kept her cousin’s number just to see scraps. felt pathetic and couldn’t stop.
need to stop it.. coz it's like scratching the wound who needs to be healed again and again.. I know I am doing it .. my brains tell me stop it but heart says.. one last time.