I feel like i'm going crazy: the ups and downs after our fourth breakup

please anyone tell me
you guys
i am literally having a weird thing going on okay??
so we broke up 13 days ago, no contact since then, and one moment i am breaking down and missing him, another i am laughing..one moment i am in love with with him...one moment i am cursing him, then there is another when i see him and i am blushing!?!??!?!?!?!? like he is my ex and things are over then why am i blushing???
another moment he is again infront of me and i am laughing loudly
all of it, i feel like i am feeling every single possible emotion, one moment i am guilty that it was all my fault another moment i feel like good riddancee thank god he is gone
it's just i am feeling all emotions at onceeee😭😭
please someone tell me it's just not me and it's normal
have i gone crazyyyt man?
u guys know
this is our 4th break up
we patched up 4 times before
and we broke up 4 times
atp i have gone crazyyy

Last updated on:2026-03-19T17:40:05+05:30

Comments (5)

Tattoohead
Tattoohead a mth ago

you think part of it is because this has happened before, like your brain is lowkey expecting you guys to patch up again?

bookworm
bookworm a mth ago

this felt like reading my own brain after my last breakup 😭 i was crying one minute then laughing at reels the next, even blushed when i saw him after everything. that emotional whiplash is REAL, especially when it’s been on and off like yours.

TumTum325
TumTum325 a mth ago

exactly how I feel really

EpicJourney704

I feel exactly the same way. he broke up with me 8 days ago. honestly, our brains need to process that someone who was familiar in our routine won't show up anymore. that's normal.

SnapBuzz123
SnapBuzz123 a mth ago

it's normal, we are all a mess of conflicting emotions and desires. sometimes one feeling is activated, sometimes another. it's all us. its good to feel all of them. that's what being human is all about.