it’s been almost three months now and with her gone it feels like i’m just on my own. i’ve got one friend who’s down to hang out but he’s always busy. i’ve tried hitting up old friends gone on dating apps made the first move and it just ends in no replies ghosting or nothing at all
she was my first girlfriend we were together a little over a year. before her all i wanted was a relationship and she kind of just came into my life without me forcing anything i just stayed open and it happened. now i’m back to feeling how i did in my teenage years alone again
all i ever wanted was to feel chosen wanted seen and she’s the only person who ever made me feel that way
now i just feel desperate to be seen even by a friend. i went from being someone’s first choice to feeling like i’m nobody’s at all while it seems like everyone else has someone who picks them
Last updated on:2026-04-21T22:47:04+05:30
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do you think you’re missing her, or more the way she made you feel like you finally mattered to someone?
we both have same ass story jus different fonts
i know that “no one’s picking me” thought hurts, but chasing that feeling on apps made it worse for me.
after my first breakup i went right back to that lonely version of me like nothing changed. i remember thinking damn was i only “chosen” because they were there at the time. that feeling sticks