Why can't i move on? thoughts of him keep me up

are you missing him right now or is it more the habit of having him there when you’re trying to sleep?

i’d honestly just distract myself in those moments, even something dumb like watching random videos or scrolling until my eyes got tired. it didn’t fix it, but it helped me get through the night.

i know that feeling too well, nights were the worst for me. the second everything got quiet, his thoughts got LOUD and i couldn’t escape it. i used to come here too just to not feel alone.