I’ve been no contact with him for 18
days tho I did unblock him on all social media I do check it which I know I shouldn’t but he hasn’t been active on anything even Apple Music he hasn’t been listening to music which is weird and I wonder what he’s doing instead considering his job is driving all day. I just want to check up on him so badly because even tho he did treat me terribly I still love him and I don’t think I could ever not love him. and I also have the thought in my brain because he knows me he knows I don’t forgive and he doesn’t want to reach out because of that. what should I do ?
Last updated on:2026-05-12T20:57:40+05:30
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i know this feeling way too well. what helped me was realizing every time i checked their socials i was reopening the wound myself. 18 days is still SO fresh, your brain is looking for any sign that the connection is still there.
do you actually want to hear from him again or do you mostly want reassurance that you still mattered to him? because those are two very different aches.
i actually want to hear from him he was my best friend I don’t just miss him because I loved him i genuinely cared
dont do it you have to stay strong and not give anymore access to you. you shouldnt wonder what he is doing but instead focus on what you are doing. your schedule your hobbies, movies study focus on that. its very important you do that or else you will spiral again. which is something you should tell yourself "I will not be treated any way I dont like. if something is not working out for me I will choose to walk away. I will be strong and love myself better"