This whole city makes me think of her. Going to the river, getting ice cream, going for a walk. She is written into these places in my memory, in my body. I wonder how long it will take till the memories of her and the memories of my heart ach for her are written over with others, new and different. How long till this city, my mind, my body feel like my own again and not residence to a house of ghosts.
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is there one place in the city that feels the hardest to visit right now, the place that brings her back the fastest
I wish I could tell you a time frame but it just takes time. (which feels infuriatingly stupid, I know) sometimes change is good though. maybe try to do one thing new everyday. at some point, you’ll build new memories and it won’t feel as overwhelming anymore. I made myself a promise that if I don’t feel ‘better’ by December, that I’ll reevaluate my life and move if I have to. and sometimes that’s what is needed. I’m rooting for you. sending you positive energy ~