Every day, I check which songs he's listening to on Spotify, and I read the lyrics. Sometimes I listen to them too, just to feel closer to him. I don't know how to stop thinking that I should call him and tell him that I love him, and that I'm still here, quietly waiting for a sign that he cares too.
Last updated on:2026-07-05T23:48:11+05:30
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blocking the little windows into their life, not because i stopped loving them, but because every check reopened the same wound. it was HARD at first, but i finally started sleeping better.
i used to check my ex's playlists every day too, like maybe one song would secretly tell me he missed me. it kept me tied to them way longer than i wanted.
don't know what to do, i don't want to delete the chat where we used to share songs.
when you imagine calling him, what do you hope he'll say back?
that he miss me too and that he changes his mind and he's really sad and we should come back to end this sadness
i know, i sound crazy