I just broke up with my boyfriend and I feel so heavy, he is an Arab and am an African probably black... I don't know how it happened but I fell in love with him, now am stucked all alone and he is probably not worried. I tolerated the virus and bacteria topics always him saying be careful not to catch viruses and bacteria because health is wealth, it's not overthinking but it's because of my race, he'll ask me to remove shoes while stepping on the floor outside his House because the floor is clean... all I need now is just a hug 🥺... he travelled two weeks ago for work, no single communication and when I complain he'll say I love drama wait a little longer my dear I didn't settle I'll text you once I settle, mind you he is online very active.. what is love? loving once means dying a thousand times 💔
Last updated on:2026-07-26T13:04:41+05:30
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the hardest part was admitting that love shouldn’t make me feel small or like i had to keep proving my worth. please be gentle with yourself right now, you’re carrying a lot.
thanks dear I will
loving someone who made me question if i was asking for too much when i just wanted basic care and reassurance. the loneliness after leaving can feel so heavy, especially when you gave so much of yourself.
am really numb, it's like he killed my emotions, I can't even cry
he made those comments about viruses, bacteria, and your race, did you ever tell him how deeply that hurt you? what did he say when you opened up about it?
yes and he said am dramatic, he meant I should be careful out there and about the floor thing is because the floor was recently cleaned and he likes cleanliness
Hugs dear, I'm black too and you didn't deserve that, choose yourself every day, racists are the worst.
thanks sweetie... actually I love white alot and dreamt of marrying one but he is now making me have a negative feeling about them, all I did was love him genuinely