For the first time in my life I'm so deeply in love that it actually hurts.
I've been through the end of a long-term relationship before but nothing has ever felt like this. We love each other but our circumstances make it feel impossible. Deep down I think we'll never truly end up together and I know our contact will probably fade away soon.
I can't eat. I can't sleep. I can't stop thinking about him. What scares me even more is the thought that I'll never meet someone like him again. I don't want anyone else. He is kind thoughtful funny and communicates in a way that makes me feel so safe. I honestly can't imagine ever finding another person like him.
I feel like I've reached my breaking point. I used to be full of energy and excitement for life but now it feels like all of that has disappeared. Nothing makes sense anymore.
The only thing that brings me any comfort is knowing that I am loved. Even if we can't be together I know what we had was real.
I honestly don't know how I'm supposed to get through this. My heart feels completely shattered.
It's the most beautiful love story I've ever lived and also the saddest.
Last updated on:2026-07-31T22:53:11+05:30
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since she ended things with me and the nausea hasn’t gone away yet. I always feel like I’m on the verge of throwing up. I can barely sleep, eat, socialize. Everything feels like a drain on the limited energy I have because most of that energy is spent dwelling on her. It sucks. I find joy in nothing anymore.
I know exactly what you’re talking about. My heart is breaking with you.
I would say the words you're describing are almost same as mine. Ive had a shitty week for the same reasons... It was so long since I ve felt something real enough to just...let myself feel deeply without care, without thinking a second time. But life has such weird ways to set things...
I’m also going through the same heartbreak, I’m so sorry. Hang in there.. with time, intentional processing and healing, this grief will become a bit easier to hold.
hope ur okay and everything will be okay🤍
oh, the feeling of fear that u will never find someone like them again is so true, I totally feel u, Im going through the same actually, it hurts so bad, on top of that I have to sit here knowing he has a gf
It is just your fear speaking, even if it is the case that you will never find someone like him. It is alright, there are so many people out in the world who are single! You can be too for the rest of your life!
I am in the same boat, it hurts! I can't function properly! Maybe it will get better in time!