Why does it hurt to care so much for someone who doesn't

do you think you're hurting more because you still love them, or because you never got the care back that you needed?

i remember how angry i got when i realized i was hurting over someone who seemed completely fine

i gave someone so much love and kept waiting for them to care the same way, and damn, carrying all that alone hurts like hell.

honestly thats how my ex is , he acted all sweet , and when we broke up he wanted to be friends now no contact and hed telling people he doesn't gaf about the breakup and doesn't really do love, yet I was the one crying and getting angry and throwing up and getting panic attacks cause I missed him that bad ._. then I remembered who I am and im letting another human being making me feel like that , I have goals to reach and im not stopping now cause he made ts hurt