we were in a ldr, he was sick for a few days and busy and couldnt really answer and i got worried and messaged him on monday and his mom saw. she flipped out. she said shed take his phone and also stop paying for uni if she saw a “stranger” in his phone again, he said we had to separate for a little while and hed come back if it ever passed. i made him promise to come back even though he already said he would. im entirely alone now. i need to believe he’ll come back for me because i have no one. i truly have no one, he was my best friend. all my other friends either left or i ostracized myself from because they treat me like im an afterthought and he never ever did that to me until he left me. his last words were that this isnt a goodbye it was just see you later but what if it was goodbye? i want to marry him, i want his kids. i want to hear him call me his baby boy for the rest of my life. i need my baby to come home, its all my fault please baby boy come home to me i cant stop messaging you from the chat you blocked me on so that no one sees, i want to dm you on spotify but im scared that theyll see and take your phone and youll be helpless and you wont be able to make it out and come home to me. i even made another account on instagram to try and see if i could just watch what youre doing but you chose the setting to block any similar accounts to mine or with my device ID so i cant see, but i made a new tiktok where i vent and i can see if your mom made you delete your accounts, she didn’t and ive never been more glad. i want you to figure it out and come back to me please. i need you, i dont have anyone or anything else. its just me all alone and i cant sleep or eat or get out of bed i dont know how im gonna make it without you even though its only friday and you messaged me saying goodbye on tuesday night. this is all my fault because i couldn’t trust that you would come home to me and im so sorry my love. i thought something was wrong and i could not be patient enough to wait long enough for you to answer me back. i lost everything because i was anxious. if you come back ill never doubt you again please my baby boy please come home i beg you please we can figure it out i dont care if it takes months or years i need you to come home ive never loved anyone ever before like that and ive never felt so safe and heard and seen and taken care of and you always just loved me anyway and how am i supposed to let anyone else love those eyes and that smile? i cant baby. im talking to you like youre on this app and i know you arent but i hope. i need you to see this and know that you need to wait for me because im waiting for you. i have no one else but you please im truly alone
Last updated on:2026-08-23T02:41:01+05:30
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i know you want him to come home, but please don’t keep finding new accounts or ways around the blocks right now.
ive stopped, i just messsge the chat he blocked occasionally when it gets too hard, mainly in the mornings since thats when i have the most energy
@zenik honestly just knowing that his accounts werent deleted was all the comfort i needed, adding this since i had sent too early on accident
when you say you have “no one,” is there even one person you could call tonight and simply say, “i’m really not okay and i need you to stay with me for a while”?
no, there really is no one. im still young and live at home so ive just been with my dad for the past three days since he blocked me. other than that, its just me
i’ve had that awful few-days-after feeling where every minute without them feels impossible, and i remember blaming myself for everything because it felt easier than accepting i couldn’t control what happened.