I’m trying to move on
I try to find people attractive or cute
I try to gain feelings for another person
but the Í can only imagine myself with him
every time someone asks who I would rather date I think of him
it’s so hard to move ion when he is the only guy í find interesting
when I only want his attention
guys ask for my socials
I tell them I have a boyfriend as habit
it’s been 6 months
I tried going out with this guy
it felt like the song “thinking of you” by Katy Perry.
it felt like i was cheating
this guy was so sweet
I enjoyed talking to him
I told him I didn’t want a relationship
I really wanted to want him
but I couldn’t get myself to
and I won’t lead him on
we don’t talk anymore
Last updated on:2026-08-27T18:21:11+05:30
Comments (3)
i think you’re doing the right thing by not forcing yourself to like someone just because they’re good to you.
when you imagine being with him now, do you miss who he actually was, or the feeling you had when you believed you’d end up together?
six months after my breakup and still automatically saying “i have a boyfriend” when someone asked for my socials. i even tried dating someone genuinely sweet, but my mind kept going back to my ex and i felt guilty the whole time