Why does seeing him hurt so much?

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I go to the same collage as him
i see him everyday
everyday í can tell he doesnt care about me at all
and it’s not that he hates me, he genuinely doesnt feel any emotion towards me
he would care as much if I died as he would care if a random he didn’t know died
he it’s like our relationship never happend
that it was just a fever dream that took months to wake up from
I need to actually look at pictures of us together to not feel insane
it makes me sick
how can I care so much about someone who doesn’t care about me at all?

Why does seeing him hurt so much?

Last updated on:2026-08-27T19:50:11+05:30

Comments (4)

breeseare
breeseare 2 mths ago

i used to look at old pictures too because i genuinely started questioning whether i had imagined how close we were.

broken24
broken24 2 mths ago

when you see him at college, do you find yourself looking for any tiny sign that he still remembers what you two had?

Tilda
Tilda 2 mths ago

all the time

af2236
af2236 2 mths ago

seeing my ex every day and feeling like i was the only one carrying the weight of what happened. watching someone who once knew everything about you act like you were barely part of their life is a special kind of hurt.