I don’t feel like I should miss him or that I do
but I crave for him
I’d die for a hug
I really miss being genuinely happy
I miss smiling and jumping on my way home
I miss running to the bus to meet him
I miss getting goodbye kisses
I miss not feeling drained every day
I miss getting ready to see him
I miss spraying a little extra perfume
I miss picking out clothes I knew he liked
I miss talking about how sweet he is to my friends
I miss having plans
I miss having late night calls
I miss the eye contact
I miss my heart beating out of my chest
I miss the butterflies
I miss being held
I miss feeling like I’m worth something
but I don’t want that with anyone else
I cannot picture myself doing this with anyone else than him
he is the only guy on my mind
Last updated on:2026-08-27T19:49:43+05:30
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i know you can’t picture doing any of those things with someone else right now, but do you think you’re missing him specifically, or are you missing the version of yourself who felt loved when you were with him?
I miss being glad, it doesnt have to be with him, but as I know he is the first person making me feel like this.
i missed the little things so badly, getting ready, hearing their voice, that stupid happy feeling when i knew i was about to see him. i didn’t even know how much of myself i’d tied to those moments until they were gone