idk but we met in random gc in dec 2024 and we were not serious about each other but after 1 year we start loving each other we used to talk everyday for hours and ik everything was real he still loves me but i fear that hes gonna give up on me or hes gonna leave me or maybe he is just attached and i am the one who loves idk everything is mess up i dont have friends to talk i dont have siblings who cab understand this. we dint breakup cuz we both cant leave .. we always had a big fight but at the end we forgive and get together back . now i feel like its getting worse we fight over past and every singleday its a huge drama over smth small .. every small talk changed to argument and we just disagree to each other and from last 6 months we re losing spark . maybe its my downfall .. idk anything idk how to explain but i feel like i am just done with myself..... he never accept his mistake hes never guilty .. he just accept his fault when he thinks i am gonna leave him but he never forgive or forget ... we re not talking from 3 days we solve out everything and i told him to give me space but i miss him smm
i just want to share it cuz i have no one who can understand my feelings and situation.
Last updated on:2026-08-29T21:46:51+05:30
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i’ve been in an online relationship where we talked for hours every day, and when the fights started taking over, i felt like i was losing my best friend and myself at the same time. the silence after a fight hurt like hell because i had nobody else to tell.
I’m going through a lot right now, but what hurts even more is knowing that the two people I used to be closest to, my person and my best friend, are now the very people I can’t even share things with anymore. It’s painful knowing that the people I once ran to with everything are now the people I have to keep things from. I never thought I’d feel this distant from the two people who once felt like home.
when you say you’re “done with yourself,” do you mean you’re exhausted with the relationship, or are you feeling like you might hurt yourself?
both
no I totally get it. a while ago I dated someone online like that and we would fight every day but I was too scared to actually do something. I just wanna say good job for taking initiative and breaking up. It takes a lot of courage to do it and you're breaking a toxic cycle. I think its just because you get too comfortable with people online that things come up again and again
yeah the thing is ik we both love each other but there is no future
we are on the same boat.
tell me about ur story??