In the dream, i'm running an errand for my friend which I need to communicate and talk with you about it. I searched for your whereabouts and then I found you sitting with our old friend in your fav restaurant "Serai", the moment I arrived I had no correlation or rememberance there, but I can feel your presence and feel like we'd be the best duo in that restaurant. I came to your table with finally acquiring the ability to speak normally with you, then you say nothing at all, you kept ignoring me, then i start breakdown in the midst of the dining hall, I accidentally make the talk about us instead of our friend's errand, and i can look at your face and you feel nothing at all, It's so miserably harsh, suddenly even my friend who help me before was there. behind me, and I hugged him while crying. Your reaction towards me are very harsh and I'd like to accept that's the closure and reality of our unsolved friendship right now.It was so terrible that I kept creating different scenarios in my mind, which all ended up becoming your favor. The nightmare itself were critical and vital towards the reality that I can't even differentiate reality and dream anymore. Worse fact was just when I thought i've moved on, I achieved my newly perfected version, and can face all of these, but no even my newer version kneel towards the fate and accept what happened in the dream. The limerence for our hopeful reconnection is so big for me to give up. But the dream was very harsh, i can't do nothing about it, and it actually make me accept that it was actually over.
Last updated on:2026-08-29T20:39:11+05:30
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i’ve learned that sometimes a dream can shake loose feelings i thought i was done with.
i feel how badly you wanted that reconnection. do you think the dream hurt so much because some part of you was still hoping you’d get a different ending with them?
i’ve had dreams like this where my brain basically created the goodbye i couldn’t give myself in real life. waking up feeling like you actually lived through the rejection all over again is brutal.