Day 31: why am i still missing him?

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The truth is that yesterday I relapsed again and cried for him, I missed him like never before, in part it's because I feel bad about my depression and he was the one who supported me, I missed him a lot and I thought I had already moved on over him, is sad, I'm tired of this.

Last updated on:2026-09-01T10:19:12+05:30

Comments (4)

Nobody22
Nobody22 2 hrs ago

i was finally over my ex, then one bad day hit and suddenly i missed him like he was the only person who could make things feel okay again.

safia2027
safia2027 2 hrs ago

It's okay to relapse so early in your journey. just think of healing as a big clock. you start at 12 and Everytime you check their social, text them, or respond to them, that clock resets. even if you think about them too much than you should, that clock resets.
That clock will move as fast or as slow and you make it. Let the clock finish.

zenik
zenik 5 hrs ago

girl i feel you and im with you in this entirely, not relapsing is the hardest thing ive ever had to do

NewStart167
NewStart167 5 hrs ago

I'm sorry. I had a similiar emotionally dependent relationship with my ex. What helped me was a supportive community on here if you ask for help, other mental health apps & my therapist.