Day 31: why am i still missing him?

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The truth is that yesterday I relapsed again and cried for him, I missed him like never before, in part it's because I feel bad about my depression and he was the one who supported me, I missed him a lot and I thought I had already moved on over him, is sad, I'm tired of this.

Last updated on:2026-09-02T11:27:18+05:30

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CozySoul437
CozySoul437 2 mths ago

11th day and same i relapsed yesterday and cry the shit out of me infront of my friends i miss him every single day,hour,minute,second

perkyme
perkyme 2 mths ago

when i was struggling after my breakup, i had to remind myself that missing the person who supported me didn't mean i had to go back to them. some days just hurt more than others.

Gauchensama
Gauchensama 2 mths ago

do you think you were missing him yesterday, or the feeling of having someone there when your depression got heavy?

Nobody22
Nobody22 2 mths ago

i was finally over my ex, then one bad day hit and suddenly i missed him like he was the only person who could make things feel okay again.

safia2027
safia2027 2 mths ago

It's okay to relapse so early in your journey. just think of healing as a big clock. you start at 12 and Everytime you check their social, text them, or respond to them, that clock resets. even if you think about them too much than you should, that clock resets.
That clock will move as fast or as slow and you make it. Let the clock finish.

zenik
zenik 2 mths ago

girl i feel you and im with you in this entirely, not relapsing is the hardest thing ive ever had to do

NewStart167
NewStart167 2 mths ago

I'm sorry. I had a similiar emotionally dependent relationship with my ex. What helped me was a supportive community on here if you ask for help, other mental health apps & my therapist.