i lost my 6 month relationship with my own hands due to inexperience. i didnt know how to act or speak in early months so i made mistakes. and after months he brings up things i used to do in relationship and i felt terrible everytime he mentions them i begged him to forgive me and say i am sorry and i regret everything i did and say in the past. and i did change myself thruought the relationship cuz i was learning with him i was growing and learning what is wrong and what is true because i want to be the best version of myself for him someone who deserves him i really love him he is my everything he is a part of me i still miss him but i broke his heart into pieces even though i was scared that somebody might hurt him I DID
Last updated on:2026-09-01T00:55:09+05:30
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this sounds like you're carrying so much guilt because you loved him so deeply. when you look back now, do you miss him most, or are you hurting most over the person you wish you'd been for him?
actually both i missed him so much like the way he walks talks smells etc. and i miss the time we spent together but also i wish i could be a better person and treat him the way he deserve
begging my ex to forgive the version of me who was still learning.
yeah its like me i guess i will try my best to earn him back
i used to replay every mistake i made with my ex and convince myself i ruined everything, like i had to punish myself forever for not knowing better back then.
yeah me too and we break up because of the mistakes i made so i always have a guilt inside me