we first met my sophomore year & his freshman year, it was during history him and his friends came up to me for the bell work because I “looked smart” which was funny to me because I was cheating on the math questions a few months pass and I dated one of his friends who later on 🍇ed me and I was friends with another friend in that group who later on dropped him because of drama and because of what happened but the boy let’s call him Apple stayed friends with him but I don’t blame him because it was never his fault, but me and Apple became friends and it would be me Apple and his friend hanging around park and I would always get food and Apple would tag along and a lot of people thought we were dating but we were really just friends and then I would confess and we would lose contact , not because of him but because I just felt awkward but the time before this time I confessed and 2 days later he talked to a girl and played her and then when they ended things halfway through summer he liked my story and viewed it and so then I had a viewing war back and forth with him until he texted me and we talked a little bit then he called to explain everything and quote on quote “I’m sorry for making her seem like the prize” and everything was going good until I realized I wasn’t the only girl, it’s not that he had multiple , it’s that it’s me and this other girl who broke his heart but he never really opens up to anyone but me because when we end he breaks down about how he is and who he is and I end up never telling anyone because that’s not my place but I realize I just can’t be the 2nd choice and ended up breaking it off with him but he wouldn’t block me because he said he really does see somethig with us but he doesn’t know when or how and it old him if it does happen then he’ll know he’s always welcomed back into my
life but only when my ex or anyone or even himself is stopping him from fully choosing me, so yes this was my situationship for basically 2 years but officially I have missed him for 2 months and usually get over him within a week or 2 so yes we did actually have feelings for eachother this time and yes I will stay no contact until I know and he knows the time is right. as of right now no contact since July 29.
Last updated on:2026-08-31T19:02:11+05:30
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being the person someone opens up to while still feeling like you aren't the one they're choosing. that “almost us” feeling can hurt like a real breakup, especially when there were genuine feelings there.