I still can’t let him go. but I will do everything to not meet him alive. two days ago I was looking at his friends social media. now I stopped and feel better. I know there is gonna be one event one I definitely can meet him. I want it so much, but I won’t come. this heart break ruin very important aspect in my life. I don’t want to stuck in there. I will choose myself.
Last updated on:2026-09-06T00:26:12+05:30
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when you say you won’t come because you don’t want to meet him alive, do you mean you’re avoiding seeing him in person, or are you feeling like you might hurt yourself?
i remember choosing not to go to an event because i knew seeing my ex would wreck me. it hurt like hell at first, but i started getting pieces of my life back when i stopped putting myself in situations that kept reopening the wound.
yes, my decision not to go is hard for me but right. I will grateful myself in future
watching an ex’s friends’ profiles and feeling like every little thing pulled me back in. seeing you stop checking and feel even a little better honestly gives me hope for you.
thank you🙏everything is gonna be fine