Why is my ex leaving the country?

Update : I didnt break no contactttttt!!!!

nowing someone you still love is about to leave the country can make those last few days feel insanely urgent, like you have to say something before the door closes for good.

i've broken no contact because i convinced myself i needed one last conversation, and honestly, it just reopened everything i was finally starting to survive. nine days can feel like nothing when your heart is panicking, but i’d wait until the panic settles before deciding.

i'd be scared too, especially with that deadline hanging over you. do you actually want to talk to him, or are you afraid you'll regret staying silent once he's gone?