i mean i did mistakes and break his heart few times. i know my faults and i feel really guilty. i regret everything i did. i was learning. i was learning to love someone properly. i was growing. i upset someone i didnt want to upset. i am accepting the consequenses. but after all the things we did in the past. after loving each other with all of our hearts and giving deeply affections. experinceing every firsts together. first kiss,first intimacy,first deeply connection... i want him to celebrate my birthday. i know i hurted him and i am truly sorry about it also regret everything i did. But am I not worth celebrating a birthday for?
my birthday is september 19th and i will wait by that time to come. i dont want him to act like we are strangers. strangers who shared everything
Last updated on:2026-09-11T01:07:32+05:30
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september 19th feels like a date your heart is already holding onto. do you want him to celebrate you because you still hope you’ll get another chance, or because you just need to know that everything you shared meant something to him too?
no i dont want another chance. i mean that would be nice but no. he should be healing. i just want him to celebrate it because it means a lot and he knows it
i spent a birthday hoping my ex would remember me, and honestly, i learned that sometimes we have to let their choice be their choice, even when every part of us is begging for one small sign that we still mattered.
regretting the ways i hurt someone i genuinely loved and wishing i could go back with the heart i have now. the hardest part was knowing i had grown, but they only remembered the version of me that hurt them
YESS THİS IS TOTALLY ME. AT THE END OF THE RELATIONSHIP I WAS FULL OF LOVE BUT HE DOUBT MY LOVE BECAUSE OF THE MISTAKES I MADE IN THE FIRST MONTHS.