Its so hard to accept that he is just moving on so peaceful, never wanted this for real. Its so hard to accept that I was the only one in love. Its so hard to think that I will be needed to know another boy, another soul like I knew his..I thought I knew at least.
I dont understand how people just move on..I think its hard to move on because I genuinely loved him. How do you unlove a person when you didnt love them for what they gave you..but you loved them for their person, not for their mind, not for their mouth, just their soul, even if it wasnt so beautiful.
Time heals, but we are the one who decises how and how long it will take us because of our actions.
I just want out anniversay to pass..and then I will be free..I just wanna see if he has just a piece of us in his heart..I dont know why Im still caring, I think I just want to belive that it was real.
Last updated on:2026-09-14T10:12:12+05:30
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i feel this so much, especially the part about having to know another soul the way you knew his. do you think you’re waiting for the anniversary to pass because you’re ready to let go, or because a part of you is still hoping he’ll remember it too?
i remember wanting to know if my ex still had a piece of us in his heart, but checking for that answer kept me stuck.
oh.
loving someone so deeply that even after they’re gone, i’m still trying to understand how they can look so peaceful while i’m falling apart. that anniversary feeling hit me hard too, like i just needed one tiny sign that what we had meant something to them
yeah