i really miss you
i wonder if there is anyone completely your type. same hobbies,same song interests,more mature than me , more intellegent than me, someone who wont do any mistakes. someone your fucking stupid friends would approve. would you forget me? or like...
would you find anybody else and love her unconditionally?
what if you find someone better than me?
what if you find someone who is into what you are into cuz i wasnt and you were really struggling about it.
what if someone says "oh your music taste is perfect"? because i know it would get your attention. please dont show your spotify list to anyone okay? because i know your music taste is really cool and i know the cool girls would like your playlist. you used to dont believe me because my list doesnt include this kind of music but i always find people who listen rock or band type of style things so cool.
what if you find someone intellegent than me?
i know you are really into girls with brains. but i am not enough for you. i wasnt showing off my interests or what i research. but you were really clever. i never research the space or the Medical things. i am more towards the art type. but what if you find someone who is into medical or space are you going to love her more and forget me?
or are you going to talk about me badly to her? like "she was out of her mind like a kid. she never knows what to do." am i a bad memory for you?
Last updated on:2026-09-19T03:53:16+05:30
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i’ve had those exact thoughts after a breakup, wondering if my ex would meet someone who liked all the same things, understood him better, and somehow made me look replaceable.
am i replaceable? i always ask this question to myself
i had to stop trying to compete with a person who doesn’t even exist yet. i started reminding myself that being into art while he loved medicine or space never made me less interesting, i was just ME, and i didn’t need to become his perfect type to deserve love.
oh my god you are right. i didnt even realize it. i always thought i am more ignorant because of his interests but i am the way i am. i am into art and i can handcraft things but he just knows who paint the paintings etc.
i really feel how scared you are of being forgotten, but when you picture him telling someone else about you someday, what are you afraid he’ll say about the girl you were when you loved him?
girl I love this. this is so raw and relatable. this is 100% the racing thoughts that occur. I'm so sorry you're hurting so deeply right now. This made me tear up. I can feel your pain. please take care of yourself
oh and if he dumped you then hes a jerk because only a caring sweet person would think these things. its his loss for real (sorry im feeling a bit angry myself right now so im angry for you)
thank you so muchhh. dont tear up please your tears are worth for happiness. yeah he break up with me because of the mistakes i made in the early months of the relationship. thank you so muchhhhhh💗💗💗 you sound like a caring and sweet person too i hope you get better. do you want to talk about ypur break up?