day 57 was honestly one of my absolute worst days too. i remember sitting on my living room floor around two months in, missing his stupid laugh so bad i was physically shaking, thinking there was no way i'd ever feel normal again. that timeline is so sneaky because the initial shock wears off and the quiet reality just sets in HARD
@vampire Ohh babe, if he missed you that bad he wouldn't have you counting 57 days alone. That "he misses me too" delusion is what resets the 57 days back to 0.
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210 days here.. still wanna go back :(
day 57 was honestly one of my absolute worst days too. i remember sitting on my living room floor around two months in, missing his stupid laugh so bad i was physically shaking, thinking there was no way i'd ever feel normal again. that timeline is so sneaky because the initial shock wears off and the quiet reality just sets in HARD
is something specific triggering that heavy urge to go back today, or is it just the exhaustion of holding out this long?
how long did it take for you to realise this? 57 days? wtf.
Exactly! My question exactly. 57 days is no joke. She has come so far. I understand the urge but please don’t do it. ❤️
Why, if I may ask?
'Cause he misses me too
@vampire Ohh babe, if he missed you that bad he wouldn't have you counting 57 days alone. That "he misses me too" delusion is what resets the 57 days back to 0.
Why ?