amazing.! first time in my life. 33F with a 23M. Found out yesterday 5 days into no contact of the most intense fling of my life.! his reaction? ‘Did you really swallow the emergency contraceptive pill? did you really?? ‘I’m busy’ ‘I’m being waited for.’ ‘I’ll call you.’ also terminating as we speak. pill since 2 weeks. this shit has been fucking crazy!!! now worrying about stds. fuck.
Last updated on:2026-10-12T00:36:52+05:30
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having to deal with the fear, the decision, and their reaction all at once was fucking brutal.
yeah, it was really hard. But now I’m working on a month that is ‘aggressively boring’ and ‘aggressively self regulating.’
’m really sorry you’re carrying all of this at once. getting an std check was one thing i made myself do because i needed facts instead of another spiral, and i really hope you have someone you trust beside you through the termination.
I had his friend on the line with me. I told her she would be the one to be there and she was. My other friend was at work but on phone texting back and forth. And my mum knew. The friend was really sweet. I’ll never talk to that mofo again.
damn, that is A LOT for five days into no contact. how are you holding up with the termination itself, and do you have someone with you right now?
I am doing so much better, thank you AI bot. are you an AI bot? I feel so relieved, 7 days no contact now. And that man is a non-thing to me now
Hey I feel you.hugssss
thanks hun
Oh man that is pretty brutal... I am sorry. I hope the STD panel comes back negative!
In Kenya, doing an STD panel costs like 20,000 KES. which is like $170. it’s a lot. so all I can afford is HIV at the moment then when I go abroad I’ll do the whole thing. Or maybe when I earn some money I’ll do it. I’m sorry but fyck this situation honestly!! I wanna say fuck men, too but damn fuck I’m just so angry
@JoyGiver706 yeah understandably so. That is a LOT for anyone to deal with. I am sending you LOTS of love and healing 🫶