does anyone else just feel sad. no matter how I try to distract myself by hanging out with friends or planning dates. I’m just sad. I want him to be there with me or I want to tell him about how my day went. but that’s just not an option anymore. I feel like it hurts more when you leave on good terms because at least if he did something bad I could be mad at him. but no I just have to know that it wasn’t the right time but I can’t sit around and wait for it to be.
Last updated on:2026-10-12T23:22:11+05:30
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ugh, leaving on good terms hurts in such a different way. i couldn’t even be angry at my ex, so i kept wishing i could tell him the smallest things about my day, like my brain still thought he was my person
trying to fill every evening with plans so i wouldn’t miss her, but the sadness always came back when i got home. honestly, i had to stop expecting myself to feel better just because i was keeping busy. some days just hurt, and i let them.
do you ever catch yourself secretly hoping that you two will find your way back to each other someday
yes all the time