I just got a new dress and I thought I looked really good. I was looking at muself in the dress and the first thing I thought about was the fact that if he saw me in this, he would have called me his beautiful girl.
even typing this out gets me sad. he used to always call me his beautiful/gorgeous girl. I miss him, I really do. I don’t even want to get back with him, I just want to see him, hear his voice again. it hurts a lot but I know I’ll get through it.
I might see him for the first time since we broke up soon. in a couple weeks my groups havibg a hangout, he should be there. I’m happy to see him but also nervous and I’m scared I’ll start crying. but thays a problem for when we get to it.
Last updated on:2026-10-15T01:30:09+05:30
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putting on an outfit i loved and immediately wishing my ex was there to tell me how beautiful i looked. i didn't even want him back, i just missed being HIS girl for a second.
same
missing his voice and the way he made me feel doesn't mean i want the relationship back. and please wear that dress anyway, even if a little part of you wishes he could see it.
thanks for understanding, and yes I am still going to wear the dress 🙂
i get why you're nervous about that hangout, especially when you still miss him like this. do you think seeing him will feel more exciting or more painful once he's actually standing in front of you?
exciting, I don’t think it would be that painful but I would definitely be a bit nervous to speak to him or around him
It is so hard and right now there is a lot of fog inside your brain which make you don’t think crearly but it seems that what you miss is how he made you feel and the worth that he gave you but because you said you wouldn’t be in a relationship with i think deep down it is not about losing him but losing how he made you feel!! stay strong!! give it time and that fog will disappear and u will see everything with another perspective!
los of love..❤️
I say I don’t want to get back with him because I know I can’t. my family didnt like him, my friends thought he was too ugly. but I loved him through and through. it was his personality and care that I was first attracted to. I think he’s the most handsome, kind hearted person I’ve ever met and I wouldn’t trade him for the world. but at this point, I know he wouldn’t want me back anyways. he wouldnt take me back “for my own good” and rn I just want him back in my life
he made me feel loved