i miss him so much. i miss his voice, i miss his touch, his warmth, his smile. i would come over to his place at 1pm, when my grandma didn’t want me to wander anywhere. i broke rules so just i can see him. i risked so much for him bcs i love him that much. i remember we would laugh at our silly jokes together, he would buy snacks so i can eat cause he knows i don’t eat properly. he knows everything about me. i remember when we cried at each other’s arms cause his pain is our pain. his problems are ours. i made him a wedding vow even though we’re still so young. we made plans about living together when i turn 18, purchase a motorcycle and we’d drive and eat anywhere. he said he’d take me far away from here. he promised he’d take me to their province. i met his family and he met mine, i showed him my scars and every inch of me. he kissed it so gently. he wrote me a song while we were away from each other. gave him my vcard cause i thought it was gonna last forever. i didn’t just lost a person, i lost MY person. idk how i’ll move on from this 💔💔💔
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did he give you any kind of closure, or did it just end suddenly? sometimes the way it ends makes the missing part even harder to carry.
we ended on bad terms 😔💔
what helped me a bit was not trying to get over it, but to just survive one small thing at a time. eat. sleep. cry. repeat. it sounds tiny, but that’s how you start breathing again, piece by piece.
i sneaking out too, thinking this was it, the kind of love that never fades. when it ended, it felt like my whole world just… stopped. it’s brutal when the person who felt like home becomes the one you can’t go back to. 💔
girl i feel you 💔💔💔
I am sorry for what happened in your life but I think now you need to start over,take care of yourself,don't worry about what happened be happy atleast you found out what he was
he’s the only one that got that close to me cause i used to be so scared of commiting to someone. i used to be scared of marriage until i met him. he changed my perspective about love.