we were never officially together never kissed or anything like that but for two years we were everything to each other emotionally. no matter what happened he was always the first person i told. we understood each other in a way no one else ever has he could read me even when i said nothing. i love him deeply but now we’re not even in each other’s lives anymore.
and now i don’t know how to move on. i can’t open up to anyone else not physically or emotionally because a part of me is still holding onto the hope that he’ll come back. it feels like no one will ever compare to him and i’ll just end up alone.
Last updated on:2026-04-09T23:22:03+05:30
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do you feel like you’re missing him as he is now, or the version of him you had when you two were everything?
i had something like this, never official but it felt deeper than any “real” relationship. losing that kind of emotional closeness hurt WAY more than i expected
It’s such a hard time to live through and I can tell you it’ll get easier…. But that doesn’t help you now.
Assuming he is 17ish too… maybe he will come back. But no one is attracted to the person waiting for them. They are attracted to the one who’s doing fine without them.
trust me, the greatest act of love in letting go. please do not hope on him coming back because this is disrespectful to the version of you that hurt and cried because of their actions.