I'm not a drama queen.
But gosh...i just miss her. And i know that she hurt me in the worst moment. She hurts me like she doesn't even care... like i didn't exist at all.
I am very mad about me.... and because after my divorce, my life turn in the right direction(after 1 year and some months). everything was like, ok, i am ok, and everything is clear for me, i am doing my life and..... in that point the new one arrive in my life. now i am stuck again, like after divorce. Why, just why i am so stupid?
Yesterday i was thinkin about: how does it feel to be mised by someone? how does it feel to be waited? how does it feel to be chosen?
i feel betrayed, i feel overwelmed.
i just wanna text her, but no....just no.
i just hate that randomly i start crying....
Last updated on:2026-05-13T20:30:16+05:30
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the random crying is the worst part sometimes because it sneaks up on you out of nowhere. did something specific happen with her, or was it more like she slowly pulled away?
one friday night she says she loves me. next day, sathurday, she says that she miss her ex and she doesn't handle this anymore, so she left.
so yeah, not slowly pulled away...