Why is day 1 of no contact so hard?

I’m struggling to remain no contact with my ex. We were together for 5 years and lived together for 4 of those years. I broke up with him in December. He moved out but I’ve been having a hard time not hanging out with him because he’s a comfort and familiarity for me. I don’t regret breaking up with and I actually feel better when he isnt around so I don’t know why I just can’t let go. I finally managed to go no contact for a month and then today I broke it 🙃
Any tips?

Last updated on:2026-05-18T10:16:36+05:30

Comments (6)

Piano04
Piano04 2 wks ago

you picture getting back together, do you actually miss the relationship itself or do you mostly miss the comfort of having your person there all the time?

SparkBuzz430
SparkBuzz430 2 wks ago

I don’t picture getting back together at all. I know that I made the right choice in breaking up with him (unresolveable problems dealing with the living situation & just growing in separate ways). But I do still care for him deeply & he truly is one of my greatest friends. I’m so comfortable around him & he’s familiar so it’s not that I want to get back together. I have a hard time letting go :/

puzlelife
puzlelife 2 wks ago

i kept reaching back out to my ex even after knowing deep down the relationship was done because he still felt like home to me. 5 years together wires someone into your daily life HARD, your brain doesn’t just switch that off overnight

SparkBuzz430
SparkBuzz430 2 wks ago

This helps so much. I kind of feel some & like no one understands & just expects me to be over it already so thank you for that validation 🫶🏽

SassyScorpio
SassyScorpio 2 wks ago

It’s normal and okay to break no contact. You were together for 5 years and lived together, your brain is wired to be with this person- it’s habit. Of course you miss that person you spent every day with. It is going to take a long time and efforts to unlearn being with the person. Go easy on yourself. Know it’s okay to break NC. Just keep being NC as much as you can. 🫶🏼

SparkBuzz430
SparkBuzz430 2 wks ago

🥺🥺 I appreciate this SO much. Every time I break no contact I feel so angry with myself like I should be over this & doing better by now but I’m not :(