me and my ex has been inlove with each other since 8th grade, well I was, not really sure about him, we have this toxic cycle that keeps on repeat, we would cut communication to each other every summer vacation, sometimes it was me, but mostly him, reasons like "inconsistency" or "failed communication" , cause I was the type of a person that when inlove? I am really "INLOVE" besides he was my first bf and I was naive, but I wouldn't forget how things started to get " complicated " , in 9th grade, he left me because he said he was inlove with my best friend, "MY BEST FRIEND " I was so heartbreaking, I cried my lungs out that night, it was so cold, I escaped and let the rain consume what I was feeling, after that I forgave him with all of my heart, he was thoughtful and full of energy at first, thinking that it was so genuine, I was resisting him at first cause I wanted him to feel the same way he made me feel but realized to fix things up after a while, I thought we were okay but then he started acting strange, I couldn't feel the sambxe spark anymore and he would give excuses just to manipulate me, then left me like he just paid his depth, like he loved me cause he couldn't get over his conscience
Last updated on:2026-05-24T17:55:48+05:30
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i know what it’s like to keep forgiving someone just because you loved them THAT much. my first love kept leaving and coming back too, and every time i convinced myself the next version of him would finally stay
you were holding onto who he used to be in 8th grade more than who he actually became later on
guess you're right 😣