I haven't been thinking of him as much as before but they've been times that little things reminded me of him, I couldn't even watch a romantic movie the same way at some point 😂 but now I can actually sit through an entire movie.
I still cry sometimes, I imagine how far we would've been if he didn't end things or if I'd be as self aware as I am now...yunno just the ifs and buts.
The crazy thing is that I haven't been remembering the bad memories, just the good ones that made me realize how much I really love love(idk if that's a thing😅) and how much I loved him.
We may never be together again or even see each other but I know that certainly I'd be able to be loved and give love again even though it might take a long time.
Last updated on:2026-05-25T01:38:35+05:30
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i actually smiled reading this because i remember the first time i watched a romantic movie after my breakup and didn’t immediately feel sick 😭 those tiny moments are REAL progress even when the sadness still sneaks in sometimes.
I agree!
I won't lie, I've been feeling so lonely watching them but I still continue 😂
now I'm watching romance anime 😂😂
Hopefully it helps me get a little bit of my spark back on track.
when you think about him now, do you miss HIM more or the feeling of being loved and connected to someone like that?
i'd say both.
when I think of him now, sometimes I smile because I actually miss him.
He was a friend to me that I could make jokes with... I also do miss how it feels to be loved and waking up having someone to text and call just to talk about random things.
this made me smile today. thank you for your post, I've had a rough day. I can't think about romance and not feel the pain, I'm still at the point where I can't sit through a romance movie or listen to music... I miss him a lot and I hope this will pass and your post has brightened up my day 💜
I'm really glad my post got to you, I'm happy it made you smile 😊
From all my old posts you can see how much of a wreck I was(I'm still a wreck sometimes) but honestly I think it does get better especially when you put in work on something you want to achieve for yourself.
Though you'll feel like you can't love another and your heart is closed off but something will make it beat again...or someone
@EpicJourney i sure hope so! time heals all wounds...or so they say... I hope it's true
@NitroBuzz587 it's more like time let you grow pass it, for me😅
not necessarily heal completely but having a scar that hurt won't hurt anymore but you can only look at it recalling how it got there.