4 years - Had to choose myself. love of my life - we have talk every day for hours the past 4 years. All I want is to call him, but I know the painreleve is temporary
Last updated on:2026-06-01T20:53:12+05:30
How i chose myself after 4 years
4 years - Had to choose myself. love of my life - we have talk every day for hours the past 4 years. All I want is to call him, but I know the painreleve is temporary
Last updated on:2026-06-01T20:53:12+05:30
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when you picture calling him, do you miss who he is today, or do you miss the comfort of having that one person you talked to for hours every single day?
i was reminding myself that every call bought me a few minutes of relief and then days of fresh pain. i hated hearing it at the time, but it was true
i feel this. after a 4 year relationship, the silence felt louder than anything for me. i used to reach for my phone without even thinking because talking to him had become part of my day.
I understand the confusion, sadness, frustration you are feeling right now. I just got out of a 3 year and we talked all the time. it was long distance but we made it work. I was so close to this person I had a mental breakdown just yesterday and my sister had to come pick me up from my house. I was a disaster. but I feel so much better since I crashed emotionally.
it will take time to heal and maybe new friends or new hobbies but we will get through this. always here if you need someone to talk too.