when i thought i had finally found someone he was still in love with his ex.
then i thought i found someone else but he only wanted me for sex. when i said no he blocked me.
then there was another one and i found out he had a girlfriend the entire time and was cheating on her with me.
and the last one... i really believed he was different. he made me fall in love filled my head with hope and then suddenly remembered he couldn't do long distance.
people keep telling me "you're still young you'll find someone better" love yourself first or "there's more to life than relationships." i know they mean well but what i've always wanted is a family and a real partner to build a life with.
i loved myself enough to walk away every time. i refused to stay in situations that would destroy my peace. but i'm exhausted.
i don't have the energy for another healing journey. i don't want to start over again. every part of me feels tired.
i'm not even looking for someone better anymore. right now i just feel like i've reached my limit. i don't know how many more times i can pick myself back up after this.
Last updated on:2026-06-02T21:50:12+05:30
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do you feel more heartbroken about losing the last person, or is it the weight of ALL of these disappointments stacked on top of each other that's crushing you right now?
i went through a streak of people who either weren't available, weren't honest, or wanted something completely different than what i wanted. after a while the heartbreak wasn't even the worst part, it was the exhaustion of getting my hopes up again and again
Love isn't for me. I only love those handsome, special men who somehow always end up cheating on me. I only look for certain types of men, and yet they don't love me. Cry me a River cry
I see how you're feeling and I'm really sorry that you had to go trough that. I know it's tiring , but keep your head up, it will get better :). You matter more than what happened.