I’ve been in this situation where I’m like I know what I should do but my heart is like oh but….
today I put stuff he left here in the bin it wasn’t even out of anger it was well I can’t send it via America customs. he left gifts and before I was like I’m gonna send him them but no I binned them. no feeling in it at all.
he’s unblocked me but still is not replying. he’s doing that best it feeds his ego he knows or well thinks I’m here waiting.
yes I maybe but he doesn’t need to know this. i don’t need to be trying to reach out or defend myself from his false narrative.
I’m still hurt I’m still missing him but I need to keep my strength and focus on me
now let’s see if I can keep this up 😂😂
Last updated on:2026-06-17T17:18:28+05:30
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one day i threw away a box of things i'd been hanging onto for months, and what surprised me was how calm i felt. i still missed him, but for the first time my actions matched what i knew i needed to do
this actually sounds like a real breakthrough to me. when i stopped trying to correct my ex's version of events and stopped waiting for a reply, i got a little piece of my peace back. it didn't make the hurt disappear, but it stopped running my life.
slowly getting there
was putting those things in the bin harder before because you thought he'd come back, or because letting them go felt like accepting the relationship was really over?
well done. The biggest thing I've struggled with is my heart not being on the same pages. In my head, I've moved on, im living life without him, im glad he ended things because we actually weren't that compatible. But my heart, oh my heart, still longs for him, still misses him, still wants a long hug from him, still wants him back.
💯👏
you go girl! stay strong 💪