Why did we end if we wanted marriage?

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my ex and i were together for about a year. we both wanted something serious and hoped it would eventually lead to marriage but we were moving through life at different speeds.
when things ended it was pretty mutual. i accepted it because there wasn’t much else i could do. I had lost a good job and was trying to rebuild myself while also making sure i didn’t become financially dependent on her.
we would still talk occasionally after the breakup. she would check in wish me well and i appreciated that while i was trying to get back on my feet. after around four months she asked if we could go no contact because she had started seeing someone else. it hurt but i respected her decision.
it’s been about a year since we blocked each other. i finally feel like i’m getting my life back together and have started thinking about dating again. since my mom and my ex always had a great relationship i asked if she had heard from her recently.
that’s when my mom told me my ex was engaged. she had also deleted her social media along the way.
i can’t pretend the news didn’t hurt. at the same time i’m genuinely happy for her. she deserves love happiness and a beautiful wedding day. she was one of the sweetest people i’ve ever been with.
i guess part of me was hoping there was still some unfinished chapter between us. hearing that she’s moved on made me realize that chapter is truly over.

Last updated on:2026-07-30T23:04:11+05:30

Comments (5)

JustMe11
JustMe11 4 wks ago

i'm really glad you can be happy for her, that says a lot about the kind of love you had.

MariaCiyeler
MariaCiyeler 4 wks ago

Its because you keep contact with her, you need to detach because whenever you talk to her there will always be a feeling of “she still cares, shes still here”. dont keep touching the wound it wont heal

jetblackZ
jetblackZ 4 wks ago

had an ex i truly respected too, and hearing they got engaged closed a door i didn't realize i was still staring at. i cried for what could've been, then i wished them well anyway.

theliving
theliving 4 wks ago

you think you're grieving her engagement, or the future you always pictured the two of you having together?

FrostJet725
FrostJet725 4 wks ago

yeah that's hard. it makes that hope really end.