i saw him last night and i just felt like crying, how can he be so okay without me? driving around like he didn’t break my soul. abandoning me as if i’m someone you didn’t love. am i that easy to forget after i gave everything? i gave everything including my innocence.
Last updated on:2025-10-30T11:06:56+05:30
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that line “i gave everything including my innocence” hit hard. do you feel like that’s what’s making it harder to let go? like you lost more than just the person?
yeah fr 💔💔💔
they are feeling something but we don’t see it. some people hide it well.
you were expecting to see him driving around crying for you? you don’t know what he thinks/feels when he is alone at home. don’t overthink, it hurts you more
i wonder if he thinks of me late at night?
@SweetAir496 ohhh the "I gave him everything including my innocence" it has me chocking on my tears...he was my childhood boyfriend,my crush,my first kiss my first everything,he was all I thought love could offer me until I also how others are treated better how others are spoken to softly and easily respected...9 years 9 months 7 days that's how long we dated..I walked away when I realized I had to beg for the bare minimum when I on the other hand sacrificed everything for him switched colleges for him left my family and fought my family for him...I breakdown most nights imagining how my life would have been so much better if I had let go earlier,he definitely seems happy without me so I even left all socials(Facebook,Instagram,TikTok) I cut off everyone around me because we have the same circle of people attend the same church..32 days of no contact I left everything including the city i moved to for him...I left he didn't even chase me I'm broken because i know I still love him no matter how he hurts me...but ild rather love myself enough for my mental stability....
that feeling hurts the most realizing they seem fine. but what helped me was accepting i’ll never really know what they feel. focus on your healing, not their pretending
i remember seeing my ex out laughing with his friends a week after breaking me. it’s such a gut punch. like how can they move on so fast when you’re still in pieces
oh girl i feel you. they act like they don’t care but deep down it’s hurting them. at least that’s what i’d like to believe. it’s hard but what you can do now is to focus on yourself. the more you give attention to them, the more you’ll be stuck in limbo