Why i’m choosing growth over grief in my breakup
- He cares about me. - He has his struggles and I have mine that affected our relationship. - The relationship ended in a way that deeply hurt me. - I could not fix the things he struggled with fo
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He broke no contact: what now?
Laying in bed at 1:14am, falling asleep, his name popped up across my screen. Im currently not talking to my mother, as shes been abusive to me for years now, but he messaged me to tell me she calle
42 days of nc: finally free from the toxic loop
Back to 42 days of NC since the last time I've seen my ex. Couldn't be more thankful that I'm out of that dynamic, the "anxious/ avoidant" loop. I understand what i need to and I have been through eno
Why i broke no contact after 115 days
115 days of no contact. Ended up going to his mom's place after some sad news, he showed up, same old guy. Just totally unaware of anything. I think tonight really showed that the work I am putting in
Conflicted feelings: dealing with my ex's mom and new dates
Day 104 of NC. Day 100 i went on a date with a great guy, had fun but we went to the same place my ex and I went to on our first date, and my brain was literally looking for him. When I got home I cri
Day 90: finding clarity after heartbreak
Its Officially day 90. I had a moment of total clarity with myself, even started crying, but good tears. I really am letting go, and I never thought I'd even get to the point that I'm at right now. To
Why today feels like a huge shift after my breakup
Today feels very different. I feel enlightened, charged, a weight that's fallen off my back. Ready for whatever life has to bring. I can really sit back. Look at what I went through with him, before a
Should i just let him go or wait for a sign?
So me and my ex broke up in May of 2024. We lived together for 8 months, 2025 we moved but the whole year, as I tried to talk to him and repair, he pushed away, but kept breadcrumbing me. This year I